Being part of a team again, rather than the only one with all of the responsibility is really what I want right now. I have a job interview next week for a job in an accounting department at a TV station. How do I stand my ground? Why do I keep caving in? That doesn’t help the fact that my head just isn’t in the game right now and I’m scared to stay here and wait for the other shoe to drop. We decided to lighten my load a bit and I’m going to work 4 days a week and see how that goes. They tried working every angle possible to get me to stay. So I tried to tell them yesterday that they needed to start looking for someone else and that because of my health and other personal problems, I don’t trust myself to do my job as well as I used to, but they gave me the “It’ll be impossible to replace you” speech. I know it’s from stress and I need a change.
Now, I’ve been sick for the past 3 weeks with a stomach “thing” to be determined.
I tried to quit a couple of months ago and we cleared the air a little bit and I decided to stay because he told me how pleased they are with my work, don’t want to lose me, etc. Then having to prove to him that whatever happened wasn’t my fault. My boss is a shoot first and ask questions later, guilty until proven innocent, kinda guy and I’m really sick of waiting for him to get upset about something and start chewing me out. I hate that the stress is making me physically sick.
I WANT TO QUIT MY JOB BUT THEY WONT LET ME HOW TO
I hate that I’m the IT person, when I only know how to work the programs, not fix them. I hate that my boss so paranoid about money that he thinks everyone is screwing him. I’ve had it with my boss, with the job, with the stress of having all of the financial responsibility to keep this company afloat. I’ve been working here as Controller for a year and a half and I’ve had it.
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